eghh.. i shouldn't even blogging but i think i need to clear my head. it's been so hectic this week - i've got a class test worth 20% and a presentation worth 10% happening tmr. i'm ok with the presentation because we've done some decent work. thank god for great group members - steph, melody, and nelson :) but on the other hand, the test doesn't look like it's going to do very well.. *sighs* dats cool tho, i work well under pressure. i shall wake up early tmr morning and do my walk-around-the-block memorising process again. it works really well, u guys should try it when ur cramming :)

i got to catch up with ira yesterday.. haven't seen that girl in ageees, she's like a workaholic! except that i think she probably only works cos she has to. i love u ira, don't work too much k? :) we went to our very early lecture that went on til 11, then i went with gracie to shalom college and had a peep at her cosy bedroom. i met up with ira again after that and had lunch. i met up with isil to swap pols test answers and had a small gab too. well done on quitting matey!

anyways, i went back to ira and we headed off to study. (this is for another mid session happening next tuesday btw) i was just falling asleep tho so i ended up going home after sitting down for the first 15 mins? lols.. i know, i'm so bad.. at abt 4.30ish i picked ira up and got back to my place and we clamped down and tried to do sum studying. i didn't do as badly with the studying this time so i'm glad..

we cooked instant noodles for dinner and tried to make them as 'gourmet' as possible. haha.. we had two packets of different flavoured noodles too so it felt like we had a two-course dinner! :D my parents and bro came home soon after and i found out that they've just had a dinner outing at in chan.. i did my complaining abt that and got a promise that they'll take me there soon.. hehe yayyy! :D

i dropped ira off at abt 9.30, and then i watched mile high and the amazing race. i love the amazing race, it's so cool!

had a bit of a sniffle but i must've hid it well. heard updates, and i guess i don't realise how hurt i still am that she still hasn't said a word abt it to me. espesh the suggestion of the idea that it may not have even crossed her mind that this may have hurt. i thought i shud talk to her and get it out in the open once and for all and then we can get back to being normal again. but when she replied she's making it sound like she has no idea what i would want to talk to her abt.. i dunno if she's worth the effort and waste of emotions anymore. i think i'm in denial that she might not be as nice and great of a friend as i've hoped her to be. *sigh*

p.s. i had to think for a long time abt whether or not i should write abt certain things. and i've decided that i created this blog for ME, for my therapeutic purposes of being able to unload things off my mind and for my enjoyment of reading back on entries. so i'm not going to hold back. "boy, you're so vain you think this blog is abt you." get this, it has NOTHING to do with u.